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I HAVE THIS STUPID LOS SYNDROME!

its stupid, yeah. but i liked it. XD

know what LOS is?i know u don’t. coz the rarity of the people who know it are kinda AMAZiNG. really. WE’re RARE. haha.

i thought i will be the only one who’ll get hooked to it. but searching thru the net went to show we’re sort of MANY. (many in a sense we’re more than 2..haha)

well. before this talking goes to anything else, LOS is LOVE OF SiAM. a bittersweet teen drama. before you think its the same fluffy teen movie u’v watched before. you got it super duper mega ultra wrong. (i got it wrong too..:)) hearing the title is like “hey.. another patriotic, no-substancial movie” coz it has the word “siam” in there, and FYi its the old name for THAiLAND. i just learned later that the SiAM there has something to do with the teen’s most popular hang-out, iyakan, galaan place.

actually the movie was a kind of sappy. and folks, lucky are those who had its DVD copies, coz i read the site (ofcourse in NET) and it costs something heavy in our pocket. u know, mahirap na ang pilipinas nowadays so we filipinos cant afford to buy one from online stores. well anyways. YEAh. u heard it right. LOS DVD copies cannot be bought anywhere in Philippines coz they’re sold in most of the FiRST WORLD COUNTRiES (even second. but not in the THiRD one. haha)..

going back. LOS is a story about a sissy boy and a macho(?) boy relationship. sounds PiNK. it goes. but its actually a film which portrayed the different angles of LOVE: familial, friendship, and ofcourse i wont like it if there’s no such ROMANTiC SIDE. haha. it has just one scene which is a very much focal point of controversy (see youtube for more info..XD).

dont u ever think its a GAY MOViE. i’ll kill you. its a story about value of friendship, loving and being loved, family’s quest for unity of a loss member, separation and loneliness, identity crisis amidst affection, obedience of a son and protection of a mother, camaraderie and understanding of friends, musical talent and how gifted the young of today, infatuations and unrequited admirations as part of teen life, the many diversities of emotions, and of course, the right to choose the kind of sexual preference you want to be. haha.

MEW(played by the most handsome WiTWiSiT HiRANYAWONGKUL also known as pchy. XD) there is just soft-hearted and he is NOT a gay. XD many others would think he is. yeah, they’re the stick in my throat. haha!spread the news that MEW isn’t.

MARiO MAURER there also played a good role. as TONG, the guy with a so much kissable lips. but walks like a penguin. XD i just said that because i liked MEW more, and i hate him because he initiated their kissing scene that makes my classmates think MEW is the gay one. HELL! haha.

the movie was released November 2007 in thailand and is a box-office hit! it was also the entry of thailand in an internationally-recognized film festival (i forgot the body name..) it has all the issues concerning everyone in the society. MIND YOU! haha.

damn. i watched it almost 7 times and that’s why people tease me for being a die hard fan here. :)) but they watched it too and they die to see MEW’s pix also. pretenders!haha.

my favorite line there is:

Mew: If we can love someone so much how will we be able to handle it the day we are separated? And, if being separated is part of life, and you know about separation well. Is it possible Tong, that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them? At the same time, I was also wondering. Is it possible that, we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all? That’s my loneliness.

because MEW delivered that. haha!and ofcourse because its something SENSiBLE.

WATCH iT! i recommend you to do that. so that the stress, the fatigue, depression and all the hurt that you feel will be rejuvinated, refreshed, and refilled (like an energy drink. XD)

URL to download the movie: http://www.mininova.org/tor/13…

my god. im such a wuss. hooked in this damn movie.

WAiT!

IF YOU'RE GONNA WATCH iT...

...HAVE A BOX OF TiSSUE with you. XD

SAY "FILIPINO".. then what comes to your mind? :)

HATE LETTER
from: ART BELL (makes me PUKE.. a lot! bleh =b)

As we’ve all come to notice, in the past few decades, Filipinos have begun to infest the United States like some sort of disease. Their extensive involvement in the U.S. Armed Forces is proof of the trashy kind of qualities all filipinos tend to exhibit on a regular basis. You can see this clearly by studying the attitudes and cultural Icons of most Filipino Americans.

Origins of Pinoys/Pinays:

Are th ey really asian? Well we’ve come to accept the fact the filipinos come from a part of the world known as South East Asia. But the term “Asia” is used in the wrong way. You may notice that contemporary Filipino Americans try very hard to associate themselves with groups that we know as Asian. I cannot count the number of times I have seen a ‘Third World’ Filipino try to connect themselves to the chinese or Japanese people. There is no connection and here’s why. The Philippines is a Third World country. Nothing respectable has EVER been created by Filipino people during our entire human history. Young filipino men in America have become obsessed with “import racing”. They have an enormously perverted affection for Japanese cars. It’s a common phenomenon. In their minds, these Filipinos somehow believe that they are asian and that it somehow connects them to Japanese people and japanese cars. They often take credit for the ingenuity of Japanese people and say how it’s an “Asian th ing”. This term…”Asian thing” derived directly from African American slang “black thang”. “It’s a black thang.” “It’s an asian thang.”

You can see the connection. It’s even funnier that, in Japan, Filipinos are heavily discriminated against. The only filipinos that can live successfully in Japan are the filipino prostitutes. But that’s the case for most Filipino people no matter where they live in the world. Now we’ve come down to this fact…and it is a fact.

Nothing in Filipino Culture can be seen as Asian.

They have no architectural, artistic, or cultural influence which is in ANY way, asian. Thinking of the great countries in Asia such as Japan, Korea, and China there is no way you can possibly connect the Philippine Islands. This assault by filipino americans to connect themselves with the great peoples of North East Asia is foul and disgusting. Try visiting a young filipino’s web site too.

You’ll see something called the “Asian IRC Ring”. It has to do with the chatrooms. The most horrible thing about this is that these TRASHY people are trying to associate themselves with Asia again!! People in Asia don’t act like this at all. What we are seeing here is the natural Filipino in its element with full access to technology and this is how they act! You will consistently see this behavior over and over again.

Another interesting thing is that these “thirdworld” people also frequent RC chatrooms such as #chinese #japan and #asian. They must believe that they are somehow related racially or culturally to North Asians. But it’s completely WRONG! There might have been some distant contact With China and even less with Japan during World War II, but these people are actually more closely related to african americans and Mexican americans.

Do the parents of these young filipinos know what’s going on? Would they accept this? I believe that they would and do. This is the natural “Trash” element in filipinos manifest ing itself. Nothing good has ever come from Philippines and I don’t believe anything good ever will.

Recognizing your Roots (A Message to Filipinos). To all filipino people:
Please recognize your ROOTS! You come from the Third World! You country is a disgusting and filthy place. Most people there live in poverty! Your culture has MUCH MORE SPANISH influence than chinese, and absolutely no JAPANESE influence whatsoever. People in Japan and China, do not act like you. They do not constantly talk about sex and they have a MUCH HIGHER level of RESPECT for each other. There is NO WAY that you can connect yourself to Asia other than location.

Your culture and technological advancement does no! t even come CLOSE to What Chinese, people have done in the past and what Japanese and Korean people are doing now! Everything you do is distinctly filipino. You cannot take credit for Japanese cars, video games, or Hentai! It’s not an “asian thing” it’s an “American thing”. You have no concept of culture…no concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy! Can you demonstrate how you use Confucianism or Taoism in you everyday life?? You can’t. And you will NEVER be able to.

I understand that you are trying to create an identity for yourselves as young people… but it is NOT related to Asia. Your Identity is Filipino.
That’s all you are. Just Filipino. Think about what that means….

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yeah. maybe i'll just accept the thing that WE NEVER CAME from anyone or any group, any race or any influence. one thing's for sure, we are created by GOD as well as you do and we deserve respect, MR. "FEELER" BELL.

its quite ludicrous, that you MR. BELL writes/speaks so many unwished-for things about filipinos without knowing about the HISTORY between your country's stupidity, slash superiority, and the Filipinos' very known HOSPiTALiTY slash inferiority. you'll know about this, so just go on reading.

have you known about one of your dumbest presidents MCKINLEY? he thought of our country as a FRUIT. see how stupid? he's a president, yet he didn't know about world countries. :) it was 1800s, when your country conquered us. and what were your aims again? OUR RICHES. which were obviously not available in your land. you seem so DESPERATE of having our TERRiTORY for your military aims, and most especially ECONOMiC PURPOSES, having our resources as your tool for business.

to make it more STRAiGHT-TO-THE-POiNT, you are the PRiME REASON why we came to this very buffling POVERTY. but then again, since we are as so GOOD as naturally as we are, we are still trying to rise up and since we have our LOANS (initially because of RAMOS' convention with the IPPs, which made the value of Philippine peso topple down), make it up to you knowing our own frailties.

but while we are working so hard for that, what are you doing? obviously, ABUSiNG US, and not only us, even the WORLD, what happened to the LEHMAN BROTHERS? it flunked down. :)]

so who're so dependent, anyway?
who're so ABUSIVE anyway?

when in fact from the start, you were the one who were trying the very best to associate yourselves WITH US.

"But the term “Asia” is used in the wrong way. You may notice that contemporary Filipino Americans try very hard to associate themselves with groups that we know as Asian. I cannot count the number of times I have seen a ‘Third World’ Filipino try to connect themselves to the chinese or Japanese people."

what do you want to say mr.bell? that filipinos are the most RUTHFUL people among all asians?
we have the right to associate ourselves with those CHINESE and JAPANESE people. like you, they also invaded us. and with their the-same-as-you characteristics, they were also able to abuse filipinas here. and, the race goes on. that's why we have here half-chinese, half-japanese and so on..

"They have an enormously perverted affection for Japanese cars. It’s a common phenomenon. In their minds, these Filipinos somehow believe that they are asian and that it somehow connects them to Japanese people and japanese cars. They often take credit for the ingenuity of Japanese people and say how it’s an “Asian th ing”. This term…”Asian thing” derived directly from African American slang “black thang”. “It’s a black thang.” “It’s an asian thang.”"..

well, it is so fallacious to blame us with that. since JAPANESE were so dependent with the filipinos for their business, we are able to accommodate their cars and buy those. AT LEAST we can afford. :)) it would only be so wrong if we were just snatching those cars from them, which is eminently NOT RIGHT, and not true for filipinos. (mr.bell, kindly study about BASIC LOGIC. you seem lacking with the knowledge and you need this very well!)

"The only filipinos that can live successfully in Japan are the filipino prostitutes. But that’s the case for most Filipino people no matter where they live in the world. Now we’ve come down to this fact…and it is a fact."

then why are they allowing prostitutes, then? IPSO FACTO, because JAPANESE people are sex-obsessed persons. JAPANESE people are easily tormented with sexy filipinas. and with your info, it goes to show. thanks,. anyway, mr.bell!

"They have no architectural, artistic, or cultural influence which is in ANY way, asian."

which isn't any WAY asian? how come? our architecture had vanished because of asian influences. of YOUR influences, americans. try reading some books and you'll know about this very well. according to LOGIC, that's an invalid inference. invalid proposition. therefore, that is FALLACIOUS. try proving that first. XD

"Try visiting a young filipino’s web site too.

You’ll see something called the “Asian IRC Ring”. It has to do with the chatrooms. The most horrible thing about this is that these TRASHY people are trying to associate themselves with Asia again!! People in Asia don’t act like this at all. What we are seeing here is the natural Filipino in its element with full access to technology and this is how they act! You will consistently see this behavior over and over again."

first, mr.bell.. how did you know about this? if, say, someone told you about this, it is the same FALLACY again you commited the same as before. EVIDENCES FIRST. or maybe, as NASTY as you are, you were trying to look for a sexmate in some chatrooms. HAHAHA.

and..have you tried visiting chatrooms named after your country? THEY MAY BE NASTIER than what filipinos are doing in theirs. because most of the RATED-X websites are from your country! and if not, the stars are liberal and again, sex-obsessed AMERICANS!

and why are we using #ASIANS? because our land is a part of the mainland ASIA. try looking for it on a world map/asian map. :)

"Do the parents of these young filipinos know what’s going on? Would they accept this? I believe that they would and do. This is the natural “Trash” element in filipinos manifest ing itself. Nothing good has ever come from Philippines and I don’t believe anything good ever will."

maybe no. honestly, i don't know. :)

but remember, in our country, children do love their mothers, and mothers love their children (as well as fathers, ofcourse..)

like what PATRICIA EVANGELISTA said, at least, we are not leaving our parents as soon as they reach 50 to nursing homes simply because they are OLD and WORTHLESS. we have a deep respect with our parents because of our innate unique character of paying because of UTANG-NA-LOOB. i'm sure, you have no such thing as that in your country. with those numerous nursing homes extended all over the world? ahemmmm. please watch CAREGIVER, a filipino film. :)

"Please recognize your ROOTS! You come from the Third World! You country is a disgusting and filthy place. Most people there live in poverty! Your culture has MUCH MORE SPANISH influence than chinese, and absolutely no JAPANESE influence whatsoever. People in Japan and China, do not act like you. They do not constantly talk about sex and they have a MUCH HIGHER level of RESPECT for each other. There is NO WAY that you can connect yourself to Asia other than location.

Your culture and technological advancement does no! t even come CLOSE to What Chinese, people have done in the past and what Japanese and Korean people are doing now! Everything you do is distinctly filipino. You cannot take credit for Japanese cars, video games, or Hentai! It’s not an “asian thing” it’s an “American thing”. You have no concept of culture…no concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy! Can you demonstrate how you use Confucianism or Taoism in you everyday life?? You can’t. And you will NEVER be able to.
I understand that you are trying to create an identity for yourselves as young people… but it is NOT related to Asia. Your Identity is Filipino.
That’s all you are. Just Filipino. Think about what that means…."

we do recognize our roots. you are just the one interrupting on it. YOU CONQUERED US. JAPANESE DID. and many countries did, too. so whether you admit it or not, with transferring your genes to many filipinas before (and until now. remember that moronic SMITH who raped NICOLE?) THERE ARE, you can't fake it, RACES OF AMERICANS, JAPANESE, AND CHINESE here!

but as much as possible, we are desperately trying to stay away from abusive people like you and your people! because until now, we are trying to get our INDEPENDENCE that you once gave us but later on retracted it.

we may be not as SUCCESSFUL in terms of technological inventions etc. but we proved, in many ways, that when it comes to making justice for ourselves, WE ARE UNITED.

yes. we can never, ever, express ourselves through confucianism or taoism, because we have our own point of views and influences from our own INFLUENTIAL/CHARISMATIC leaders. and we don't need your CONFUCIUS, nor your MAHATMA GANDHI and MARTIN LUTHER KING!

the only GOOD you said was, yes, OUR IDENTITY will distinctively and only be FILIPINO! and what does it mean? UNIQUE, HOSPITABLE, HARD-WORKING, and FREEDOM-LOVER..many more!

you don't have to ask if we do know our individualism or selfhood because WE KNOW WHO WE ARE and WHAT WE ARE!

you talked about respect? just first look to what you've done! was that even respectful? bustard.

SAY FILIPINO! and what comes to our mind? THE PHILIPPINES. and we do love this, right? :)

P.S. those that i asked you to read, i imply you to really do read those. it may help you feed your empty thoughts, MR.BELL.